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wanabeamodel
23 October 2007 @ 02:49 pm
abc diet  
today i should have had 500
had 800 and its only ten to three.
its ok
i wont eat again today
:/
im so awful.
just drinking so much water now.
 
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wanabeamodel
23 October 2007 @ 12:07 am
such a bad day  
you'd all be so dissappointed in me.
i ate so much
i felt like a normal person
aka
a fat person.
:(
my lifes a mess.
fasting all day tomorrow.
 
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wanabeamodel
20 October 2007 @ 01:08 pm
:(  
i did so well yesterday and had nothing to eat.
then i went to a party
got really drunk
decided i was really hungry
and ate so many crisps, pizza, chocolate.

i want to dieeeeeeeeeeee.
 
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wanabeamodel
16 October 2007 @ 11:54 pm
fasting day two  

went SO BAD.
i woke up
and had no energy
like i needed to eat
so i had a bite of dry toast.

then i had nothing until about 3 but i was so hungry so had an ice bun.
i wasss guna leave it at that, thats like 150 cals.

but then i had to go back to my friends and she made me tea !! so i had a piece of pizza. :( :(
and then
i came home
and found out my dogs got cancerr. and so i bingeed.
probs had about 700 cals in total. i want to die.
i'm not eating a single thing tomorrow :(

 
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wanabeamodel
15 October 2007 @ 10:41 pm
fasting day one  
yer its gone well.
but
today
i found some weight loss ,body cleansing tablets
and it said eat them half an hr before a meal
im taking them anyway
even though im not having meals
is that ok?
 
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wanabeamodel
15 October 2007 @ 08:26 pm
:(  
ok foodwise ive had a brilliant day.
ive eaten nothing.
and had 2 cups of tea.

but im so upset cause some i know died. erugh :(
 
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wanabeamodel
14 October 2007 @ 09:21 pm
girls  

i'm so happy to be in this waiting room cause now when i go out
i actually think of all you girlies
and convince myself to try and stay strong
thankyou, love you all !

 
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wanabeamodel
14 October 2007 @ 08:44 pm
party !  

 

so im going to a party on wednesday

thats three days time

how can i make myself look as skinny as possible?

complete fast ?!?!

help such a dilema cause im wearing a short skirt !!  I HATE MY BODY.

 
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wanabeamodel
14 October 2007 @ 07:59 pm
i feel like crap  
today is sunday
which is an awful day for food

i woke up
and had nothing
but then i went shopping with my mum and she bought me a small corninsh pasty. it was really small
and i only had three bites
but mm im sure its a lot in cals

then i had nothing until 5pm
but what i did have
was a burger and chips cause we were having a family meal :(
i ate half the burger and like 5 chips.
but i feel huge what a binge !
and to top that off i had some icecream (chocolate)

im not eating at all tomorrow. :( cheeer me up.
 
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wanabeamodel
14 October 2007 @ 01:08 am
my  
  mouth tastes of iron.
is this cause of my diet ? its so weird its like metal.
 
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